Anonymuz – Heart X lyrics

[Hook]
Regrets collect like old friends
Here to relive your darkest moments
And every demon wants his pound of flesh
But I like to keep some things to myself
I can see no way, I can see no way
I'm always dragging that horse around
I can see no way, I can see no way
I'm always dragging that horse around

[Verse 1]
Do you know why I hate you?
Did you know every day you, played me
After all I gave you, took from me
Still I forgave you..goddamn I'm amazed you
Still led me on, let's be honest bitch
You kept me strong, but wrecked me long ago
I'm...still fuckin' shocked
What you call love is what love is not
Love is brought to one when at one is locked
You wouldn't need another punk so just fuckin' stop
You never cared
I took a fuckin' flight to your place\
Two times so that I could hear you lie to my face
I tried and I layed and I cried and I prayed
That I'd die and I'd hate, it's a giant mistake
I...really thought you changed, I guess you ain't what you seemed to be
Ironic that you sleep with him, but tell me that you dream of me
Easily, you moved on
You never gave a fuck, you were too gone
And this is one time I wasn't proved wrong;
You're just another Black Rose in a smooth song
Let it sink. Tell the world what i think
I'm only just a friend in your mind in a blink
You hate me like you do right now on this beat, take a seat
I never had intentions girl to crush you
I adore you but I'm just too done with the lies, I don't trust you
I just said I hate you, because I loved you


[Hook]

[Interlude]
When you left me, I left Earth. Does that not show you that I care?

[Verse 2]
Are you still here?
Sorry but it's true
Cause after all the history and all the shit you did to me
The source of all my misery and greediness is you
I would have given love, but you just gave me pain
There's nothing I can say, it's just simple and plain:
You treat me like a king, I treat you like a queen
You treat me like a game, I show you I was played
I'm...no perfect man
But I know i'm good enough to be worth a chance
I've been there through it all since you hurt and laughed
And you kicked me to the curb like I'm dirt and damn
Do you see now, why i'm so pissed?
And after all of this I'm giving no shits
Stick to what I know and that's my music and stay focused
Switching from love to hate, just like my flow shifts
When you meet another person who was there as long as me
Just let me know
I'm not doing this to piss you off, but just educate you
Why I love and hate you but I had to let you go
And maybe in the future we can fix this
Solvin' all the problems with forgiveness
But I know you that now you hate me and I miss this
The pain feels good as the kiss did
In all truth, I hate this song
Hate I had to make it, why'd it take so long?
Tonight I'm getting faded 'till my face is gone
Come tomorrow I'll be dead and erase it all
And if we never speak... I only wish you luck
I hope that if you fall, a homie picks you up
Tell the world you know me, i'm only just a punk
But remember in the end, I really gave a fuck