BEXEY – Suicide Line Decline lyrics

All of my life, been floating in feelings of misplacement
Always wondered why
I was put on this planet to switch to the others 90% of the
Time it ticks at least thats what we think
Im the board game in the middle of the fruit section
Not because some lazy kid put me here
When his mother told him no cause the moneys gettin low

But the owner was pullin round a cart of new stock
Snakes & ladders all packaged bottom to top
He took a short cut on the corner of the isle
The game flew out into an unknown pile

[and now Im here]
[hey, hi, welcome]
[ladies . . gentlemen . . anyone?]

Why am i surrounded
[do you hear me though? see me though?]
[yeah i'm so alone . . with all these ghosts]
Why am i surrounded
[do you hear me though? see me though?]
[yeah i'm so alone . . with all these ghosts]


I quit my job
Was supposed to be building but more destroying
Layers of myself from morning . . yawning ..
Till Im exhausted . . i got away
And i know my dad is kinda disappointed
Cause he had a similar dream with music
Didn't pursue it . . he looks at me


Like i am deluded . . slightly foolish
Whilst i am telling my words about the universe ..
He sighs and switches on the tv
And puts his right ankle onto his left knee
Looking around the corners of the room
He thinking . . SNAP OUT OF IT BEXEY

Why would i wanna be anything but me
I would never make anyone ever feel that way
So . . fuck the negativity . . simply i had to get out that place
Now . . Im
Far away in a ghost town
Was suicidal for many months yea i lost count
Well . . . . didn't but . . why would i try remember?
When the only thing in my history
Is : 'whats the easiest way out?'

Rang a suicide line . . [WELL I TRIED]
And that voicemail bitch said i have to top my phone up
That was the biggest sign of my life
Had to do it by myself with the intense focus

FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE
FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE
MAKE YOUR OWN PLANET INSTEAD
MY FRIEND


FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE
FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE
FUCK THE SUICIDE LINE
THEY DIDNT EVEN LET ME SPEAK
BUT I THANK THE UNIVERSE
THANK THE UNIVERSE
THANK THE UNIVERSE
SHES GOT ME ETERNALLY

THATS RIGHT