Fukkit – 7 lyrics

[Verse 1]
I'm either trapped in a pit of my indecision or free climbing this mountain of doubt in a frigid winter
My ice box cold heart frost-bitten
And your love was the coat that covered up my blisters beneath the stitching
I was up for 7 nights with bad intentions
I used to doubt all my friendships
I never doubted you not once and I meant it
You gave me meaning in a time I needed help making breakfast
You taught me how to be myself and in specific accept it
I couldn't speak a word of this language we spoke that I cherish now more than ever
And no thats not a pun to be clever
Nothing is funny now you not around
I keep this awkward smile on my face that does it job convincing people i'm around but not here mentally
Somewhere stuck between the broken pieces of our effigy sculpted with enough of the golden hope I had kept with me
Clutching like a forceps
Find me like a missing dog sleeping on your door step
Find me like a missing body waiting for its toe tag I'm suicidal fighting all these urges of a body bag
Just a contemporary nomad
I'm so mad feel like a old man
Part me of died and I got cold hands and know that
You were the only home I've ever known grew up this way been all alone my whole life
Repercussions of losing you plaguing my mind in the night
When I write
Said give it time but have you looked at the price?
Worst day of my life you lost interest
I dont get this, the day you left I ain't dismissed yet
Dealing with everything at once and you got him, heh?
Promised me different we ain't perfect but what is that?
What is that?
Girl what is that?
Why you did that? (did me like that)

[Outro]
I still want you by my side
I think you don’t want me
I think I know why
I still want you by my side
I think you don’t want me
I think I know why
I still want you by my side
I think you don’t want me
I think I know why
I still want you by my side
I think you don’t want me
I think I know why