Kembe X – Voices lyrics

[Intro]
I just want like five cuban links, and uh
Make my jacket mink, and uh
Make that pussy blink, and uh
Now [?]

[Chorus]
Voices in my head
Push me to the edge
I didn't take my meds
Smokin' dope instead
Backwards niggas spend they whole life tryna wrong rights
I'm just tryna earn some great pays working long nights
Voices in my head
Push me to the edge
Tryna take my pit, so I leave they ass on read
Sometimes I feel like a fuckin' rose that ain't grow right
Make me wanna do they got a heaven for a low life

[Verse 1]
I am psychotic, fake idiotic
Junior High teacher said I'm retarded
Think he was mad 'cause I used to argue
Would throw any fingers, hated my logic
Very few friends, socially stubborn
Didn't need shit, was chillin' without 'em
The ones that I had, I know that they proud
We all from somewhere that's close to the bottom
My parents was enemies, pops ain't around
But when he was, fought every mornin'
Grandaddy and Uncle was touchin' the bottle
Still at they mama's, don't get me started
My uncle Jerry can't stay out of jail
Sellin' that dope, he on the corner
Rusty got fucked from smokin' that red
Still used to read me the Scriptures he want to
All the time spent buying gum
Why I don't bit my tongue?
I cannot stand fake shit
Can't even sit by dawn
Learn how to chill, my own
Got an idea, lightbulb
If I control myself
Then I'ma win, I know

[Pre-Chorus]
Learned my lesson, I gotta learn how to listen
And focus on how I'm best
Came to play to them like cps
I can't let them dilute my essence
Blurry me some vvs's
Niggas wanna see me stress
So I leave 'em with unread messages

[Chorus]
I've got voices in my head
Push me to the edge
I didn't take my meds
Smokin' dope instead
Backwards niggas spend they whole life tryna wrong rights
I'm just tryna earn some great pays working long nights
Voices in my head
Push me to the edge
Tryna take my pit so I leave they ass on read
Sometimes I feel like a fuckin' rose that ain't grow right
Make me wanna do what I gotta have it for a low life

[Verse 2]
They say: "A.D.D.", I say: "Oh, not interested"
Told me I'm bi-polar, I don't know
You ain't convinced me, yet
Been through major pain: bitch, I'm a soldier, I salute
Ain't no bad vibes in my crew
You come wrong, you get the boot
Everything come with a price
Ain't no work for all overnight
I can't buy into the hype
Workin' hard, my future bright
Used to pop an Addy pill, now it's bust up the refill
Newton's Law, I stay in motion
I'm ahead, I flurry still

[Chorus]
I've got voices in my head
Push me to the edge
I didn't take my meds
Smokin' dope instead
Backwards niggas spend they whole life tryna wrong rights
I'm just tryna earn some great pays working long nights
Voices in my head
Push me to the edge
Tryna take my pit so I leave they ass on read
Sometimes I feel like a fuckin' rose that ain't grow right
Make me wanna do what I gotta have it for a low life