A.O.N. – I Don't Know Why lyrics

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"I Don't Know Why" by Angelus of Nex (A. O. N.)

[Chorus:]

I
Don't know why
You did what you did to me
Baby I just can't see
(Cause)

{Verse 1}

I just sit alone by myself
In my room where I cut myself
But there's no one out there who can help
Because nobody's ever felt what I've felt
When you left
You left all of these scars on my heart
It was so damaged that it fell apart
Baby you left my heart all full of holes
Now out of them is where all of my blood flows
I have lost so much of it now I'm feelin cold
It feels like you went out and grabbed a pole
And ran it through my body and left a hole
That's when you walked away from here and left me alone
Cause you felt like your job was done
I thought you were the one
I cut myself tons
Until my blood runs
Faster than bullets come outta guns
Baby you got me stunned
And this is no fun
Gotta die now cause I'm done

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{Verse 2}

Baby it's a shame
You had to bring this pain
Into my life
Cause now I sit up at night
In the corner
Give my wrists a slice
And every single night
And every single day
I tear my heart out
Sew myself up
After it's out
Throw it away
And the very next day
I get up, do it again
It's like a never-ending cycle
A game I never will win
And ever since you left me, I've been dying indefinately
Everyday I just wake up and I'm like "Pleas, somebody kill me!"
Just to free me from this pain
Cause I will never be the same
I dig until I hit a vein
And pour my blood down the drain
People say that I'm crazy but I say you made me insane
And baby you should be ashamed
Cause you're the only one to blame
You give love a bad name
You're just a player in love's game
In which the winner feels no shame
And the loser just gets pain
And it will always stay the same
Because there's never any change
There will always be a loser
In all of love's games

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{Verse 3}

I hate you now girl
You were my world
Now you're nothin to me
But you made me
Start cuttin my wrists on the daily
Can't save me
From myself
I think I need help
I need to stop cutting myself before I wind up in hell
Cause that's where I'll be sent
A world of torture and torment
But that's what I have now
So maybe I could live with it
Cause when you left
You comitted one last act of theft
You stole my heart and it will end up leading to my death
I can't take this anymore, you left me alone
So I waited a couple of days and called you up on the phone
All you said was "Goodbye" and then I heard a dial tone
And after I hung up the phone I began to write this song
The words came out my mouth like the blood comes out my wrists
So I wrote em down, recorded em, and it sounds like this
The words you're hearin now came straight from outta my heart
But if you were listenin really close youd've known that from the start

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