Averi – Numb lyrics

Ive been warring with myself.
Ive wrestled these ideas and all these things Ive felt.
And I don't feel any better.
The war goes on but whatever.
We all think too much.
I guess I sat here just hoping that all these things you were throwing
Would reassure my uncertainties.
I start to choose a direction
When you shake your head and I question the steps I start to take.
And Im sure the view is breathtaking
If I could only step to that ledge.
They take a picture of you at the top.
Did you smile when the flash went off?
If I stop to catch my breath could you please slow up?
Because it hurts that much when my lungs are numb.
If I hint at giving in, remind me Im strong
And I need to be where I want to belong.
It takes time to feel sure about this.
Security is something I can't quite grab a hold of yet.
I start to lose my direction when you choke on your words
And I question the steps I start to take.
Words are not necessary. So instead of that could you maybe
Just let me go my way?
They take a picture of you at the top.
Did you smile when the flash went off?
If I stop to catch my breath could you please slow up?
Because it hurts that much when my lungs are numb.
If I hint at giving in, remind me Im strong
And I need to be where I want to belong.
Im naked for the world.
And it's chilling to be outside,
Where I can't see anything in front of me clearly.
Its a right of passage.
Like a child in it's adolescence.
Its a passing storm and I can only wait it out.
So I wait it out, with our without you.
If I stop to catch my breath could you please slow up?
Because it hurts that much when my lungs are numb.
If I hint at giving in, remind me Im strong
And I need to be where I want to belong.
Im naked for the world.
And it's chilling to be outside,
Where I can't see anything in front of me clearly.