Avias – My Past lyrics

Intro
I don't know how much longer
I can deal with this feeling getting stronger
Sometimes wish revenge cause I hunger
Sometimes I regret didn't want you
It all starts when I'm not occupied
My mind expands and thoughts open wide
I can't not stop it cause I aint concious
It overrides my desires subconcious
I swallow my pride and bounce back
Back into the land of where I got off track
So many scenarios to open
Most dark and grotesque I'm hoping

Chorus:
For distraction someone please my mind is going insane
Regenerating my past back up bringing all this pain
I need someone to come and relieve me from this trance
My past a monster something that never ends

[Verse:]:
Um laughing so hard yall already know who on track
"oh my gosh it's the nemesis" I came to bring it back
I always sense a hater but they never address me why
At this point it don't matter cause I got bigger fish to fry
Now... Um dealing with this feeling that's inside my brain
Like incredible hulk that's about to go insane
I keep drifting, no uplifting about what happen back then
Gets me sipping, mo dipping into a past that never ends
I got one million thoughts, that's flowing through my brain
Yes I prefer new, but some stay the same
Some stay the same?
Yes some stay the same, and stop asking questions I consider you a lame
No bringing up the old, from this I reframe
I'm my own worst enemy, tell me who holds the blame
When I can't control my thoughts it's all in my brain
"what I did six years ago" damn that's a shame
Chorus:
I need distraction someone please my mind is going insane
Regenerating my past back up bringing all this pain
I need someone to come and relieve me from this trance
My past a monster something that never ends

[Verse 2:]:
Okay now here we go... Go again
Back from the future... Away from the end
Away from the present... Sitting still in a trance
Back into events already lived enchanced

Back into regrets... More like back into misery
Away from the present so noone hears me
Swallowed in guilt and back into revenge
Back into hatred I'm like when this gonna end

I don't
Know
What
To do

You can't take over my mind (8X's)

No

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