Cultdreams – Broke lyrics

[Intro]
I'm the most broke I've ever been
With the most fiends I've ever had
Traveling on trains across the ocean
While my teeth are clamped down to the tracks

[Refrain]
But I get so anxious sometimes
I just get so anxious sometimes

[Verse 1]
I spent my life on trains [?]
Got stuck before they reached the tie
They held me up for days
They help me up till late
And I haven't been taking my pills
Most of the time I forget
I might be numbed out, ill and glazed over for the rest of my life
I'm just the watered-down version of myself
When it gets in my blood
It fucks with my eyes
And I feel like they're falling
Right into the back of my mind
When my retina's burning
They burn and replace them with lies

[Refrain]
But I get so anxious sometimes
And I wonder why
I just get so nervous sometimes

[Verse 2]
I'm the most broke I've ever been
With the most fiends I've ever had
Walking on stage in a different country
Gin and tonic in my hand
You know I never used to drink
All of my life I never wanted to
I used to pollute my mind with all these delusions
But now I can't get rid of that

[Refrain]
But I get so anxious sometimes
And I wonder why
I just get so nervous sometimes

[Verse 3]
Now am I being over dramatic
When I don't feel walking home from Mike's
There's terror on the street of London again
And that station is part of my ride home
Can't deal with a man with a gun
Held to my temple
I cannot go back there again
Can't deal with that man
Can't deal with that man
His gun to my temple

[Refrain]
And I get so anxious sometimes
And I wonder why
I just get so nervous sometimes
And I wonder why