Estelle – Grown Man lyrics

Now that I'm finally free,
I'm 'bouta throw it again
I take my life in my hands
Cause I'm much more than a man
(I am grown ass man)
Now that I'm finally free

I was lost but now I'm found
I was blind but now I see
Super high can't touch the ground
Life tested me but god blessin' me
Every sixteen bars is testimony
From the jailhouse junk to the Testarossa
I have find myself then remind myself
Woke up I'm grown I gotta blame myself
Streets taught me everything I train to sell
Did wrong so long know didn't know nothin' else
Then my lima crew was like me a member
Think every man worth, enemies himself
Glad as well but I'm mad as hell
Cause my best friend probably gon' die in jail
I ain't no lie to tell prolly cry like hell
If I dwell on it 'cause he got a eighty years
I'm going hard see I might as well
Guess I gotta a hard head like my daddy had
And my daddy dad my great great great great
Grandpa had a really crazy swag
So I stand a day
Diggin' down a grave
That if I can change now
And my mind is made
A got a point and prove
And a sign to raise
Can't let them make mistakes
That his daddy made

Finally free,
You're never send me away
Took everything that I had
For me to follow the plan
Now that I'm finally free,
I'm 'bouta throw it again
I take my life in my hands
Cause I'm much more than a man
Now that I'm finally free

Squash the beef im free of that
This crazy summer ain't feelin that
I guess they wanna see us kill each other
If im dead who the fuck gon' help my mother
I done struggled to hustle im too hard for this
I done rushed and killed ain't proud of that
Smoke weed took pills sold powder patches
I'm a solider I understand where the cowards at
My home boy gone where the flowers at
Out of money and the work can't bring that back
If I had one wish, wish momma there
Could come down now and see me rap
But she see me now and I believe in that
Wanna script of that, I ain't going back
So I put my family on I my back
Lost so much I cant pay that back
I was lost but now I'm found
I was blind but now I see
Super high can't touch the ground
Life tested me but god blessin' me
Every sixteen bars is testimony
From the jailhouse junk to the Testarossa
I have find myself then remind myself
Fuck up the wrong I gotta blind myself
It's Gucci, huh

Finally free,
You'll never take me away
Took everything that I have
For me to follow the plan
Now that I' m finally free,
I'm 'bouta do it again
I take my life in my hands
Cause I'm much more than a man
Now that I'm finally free

I was lost but now I'm found
Don't you push, can't keep me down
Seen my life go round and round
I say I straighten out my life
And I ain't never going back no

Now that I'm finally free,
Finally free,
You'll never take me away
You'll never take me away
To get everything that I have
Everything that I
You need to follow the plan
You need to follow the plan
Now that I'm finally free,
Finally free
I'm 'bouta do it again
Throw it again
I take my life in my hands
I take my life in my hands
Cause I'm much more than a man
I'm much more than a man
Now that I'm finally free

(I am grown ass man)