La la la la la la
La la la la la la
La la la la la la
The long-lived villian in my heart
Who pierced my heart countless times
My memories a guideline
To the brutality to be imposed on me
Once I'm about to forget, it comes again, oh yeah
Like what you'd see on a familiar screen, oh yeah
The wounds come back to life
I try to avoid them but get hurt every time (My heart gets hurt)
I know, it can't just be me
Yeah, it can't just be me
A small door, past my memories (that I'd locked shut)
Is endlessly re-opened (now I leave it open)
I take in a breath (and another deep breath)
Until l can catch my breath
Something I could throw away in my memories
Something I could let myself forget
Shake it off, just like that, it's not much at all
Until I forget, until the end
Something I could throw away in my memories
Something that now is not much at all
I only take in my toxic memories
Growing more deeply embedded in my heart
They force me further, corner me
Even my habitual self-blame
Even the things I couldn't help, oh yeah
The things deeply overgrown around me, oh yeah
Cut them off, without exception
Leave nothing behind (without hesitation)
This is the best thing I can do for myself
With a sharper gaze
A small door, past my memories (that I'd locked shut)
Is endlessly re-opened (now I leave it open)
I take in a breath (and another deep breath)
Until l can catch my breath
Something I could throw away in my memories
Something I could let myself forget
Shake it off, just like that, it's not much at all
Until I forget, until the end
Something I could throw away in my memories
Something that now is not much at all
La la la la la la
La la la la la la
La la la la la la
La la la la la la
Inside the always endless darkness, I turned on a light
I'll open the door locking me in even further
Jump on the scene, hit you with the lean
I felt an excitement with my lightened heart
The nightmares that endlessly woke me from my sleep
Disappear as I count to three
I let my heated insides burn
Making my day feel much Iighter
Surpassing the moment
Making it past the walls that held me in
Watch closely, in front of me
The traumas of yesterday fall apart
Until I could erase the memories, oh yeah
Of being endlessly out and hurt, oh yeah
I needed some time
I put up with so much more (I overcame it, yeah)
I draw the sun to myself
Oh, and change begins
A small door, past my memories (that I'd locked shut)
Is endlessly re-opened (now I leave it open)
I take in a breath (and fill you anew)
Filling my heart
Something I could throw away in my memories
Something I could let myself forget
With the wind beginning to blow anew
Let it blow further, and further
I overcome it as I'm about to show them
How my gaze is changing
La la la la la la
La la la la la la
La la la la la la
La la la la la la
La la la la la la La la la la la la La la la la la la La la la la la la The long-lived villian in my heart Who pierced my heart countless times My memories a guideline To the brutality to be imposed on me Once I'm about to forget, it comes again, oh yeah Like what you'd see on a familiar screen, oh yeah The wounds come back to life I try to avoid them but get hurt every time (My heart gets hurt) I know, it can't just be me Yeah, it can't just be me A small door, past my memories (that I'd locked shut) Is endlessly re-opened (now I leave it open) I take in a breath (and another deep breath) Until l can catch my breath Something I could throw away in my memories Something I could let myself forget Shake it off, just like that, it's not much at all Until I forget, until the end Something I could throw away in my memories Something that now is not much at all I only take in my toxic memories Growing more deeply embedded in my heart They force me further, corner me Even my habitual self-blame Even the things I couldn't help, oh yeah The things deeply overgrown around me, oh yeah Cut them off, without exception Leave nothing behind (without hesitation) This is the best thing I can do for myself With a sharper gaze A small door, past my memories (that I'd locked shut) Is endlessly re-opened (now I leave it open) I take in a breath (and another deep breath) Until l can catch my breath Something I could throw away in my memories Something I could let myself forget Shake it off, just like that, it's not much at all Until I forget, until the end Something I could throw away in my memories Something that now is not much at all La la la la la la La la la la la la La la la la la la La la la la la la Inside the always endless darkness, I turned on a light I'll open the door locking me in even further Jump on the scene, hit you with the lean I felt an excitement with my lightened heart The nightmares that endlessly woke me from my sleep Disappear as I count to three I let my heated insides burn Making my day feel much Iighter Surpassing the moment Making it past the walls that held me in Watch closely, in front of me The traumas of yesterday fall apart Until I could erase the memories, oh yeah Of being endlessly out and hurt, oh yeah I needed some time I put up with so much more (I overcame it, yeah) I draw the sun to myself Oh, and change begins A small door, past my memories (that I'd locked shut) Is endlessly re-opened (now I leave it open) I take in a breath (and fill you anew) Filling my heart Something I could throw away in my memories Something I could let myself forget With the wind beginning to blow anew Let it blow further, and further I overcome it as I'm about to show them How my gaze is changing La la la la la la La la la la la la La la la la la la La la la la la la Explain Request ×
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