Godsmack – I Am lyrics

Again this is coming from someone that the only place I can feel a connection after I've learned to put myself in others shoes (X-wive and sons) is godsmacks music. I feel this song is about addiction what ever it may be. For me its the lying soulless bitch meth (It didn't come till after the fact she became my X. Yea I don't feel proud of it. Those who throw hate my way. Sticks and stones. Don't waste your time). I feel its about being addicted and coming to a point in his life he sees what its doing and its no way to live. Its no way for anyone to live. How do you grow taking the hand of something that don't have a heart beat. Something that lies and keeps on lying. How do you grow when its got ahold of your moral soul? You don't! How do you fight something so evil when your all alone? Someone asked me why do meth addicts seem to believe they found God? The answer is simple if you've ever fought addiction. You can't do it alone. For me that's when the fight for my morals started. Its when I put my foot in my x's shoes. And temptation has been a struggle because the people that once meant the world to me are no where to be found. Addiction pushed her away. And whats left is the struggle with my faith of God to find comfort in I believe she believes she is doing what she feels is best for my sons. Godsmack has open me to a totally different world inside myself to understanding what its like for others.