Lycidas Blackhart – What Are You Waiting For? lyrics

[Verse 1]
I walk the life of the disappointed.
I celebrate as I feel any pain.
You'll think I'm mad, when I talk insane.
For all those years no-one's been there for me.
I've recognized that I am damaged.
I'm facing wars that can't be managed.
I wanna breathe without feeling so damn ugly.
I wanna live my life with no painful memories.

[Chorus]
I'm finding pieces of puzzles that can't be fixed.
I throw my life away, cause I'm so sick of it.
Who am I searching for?
What am I living for?
(Love).
I wont be thinking of cutting.
I'm in the dark and I'm hurting.
I'll only be thinking,
What am I waiting for?
What am I suffering for?
(Love)?

[Verse 2]
We've joined this life as the broken people.
I've paid the price, and you all have too.
I'm always down when I can't win a woman's heart.
Coming to my right, death rests right on my shoulder.

[Chorus]
I'm finding pieces of puzzles that can't be fixed.
I'll throw my life away, cause I'm so sick of it.
What am I coping for?
What am I hoping for?
(Love)?
I'm on my death bed and cutting.
I'm in my dark room and I'm hurting.
I'll only be thinking,
What am I waiting for?
What am I suffering for?
(Love)?

[Verse 3]
I'll never be that father I see in my dreams.
I just keep dreaming of who I'll never gonna be.
I can't think of a better way to spend my time with someone and try.

[Chorus]
I'm finding pieces of puzzles that can't be fixed.
I throw my luck away, cause I'm so sick of it.
Who am I searching for?
Who am I hurting for?
Love! love! love! love!
I'm still thinking of cutting.
I'm in the dark and I'm hurting.
I'll only be thinking,
What am I useful for?
What am I waiting for?
Love! love! love! love!

I'm not thinking of cutting.
I'm in the dark and I'm all alone.
I'll only be thinking,
Who am I useful for?
What am I fighting for?
"You"...