New Years Day – Your Ghost lyrics

A shallow grave
Where you're buried underneath
But don't drag me with you
A mistake
That's been clawing at my skin
And I can't dig you out
Is it wrong
That I question myself-control?

Your ghost stands between what I know
And what I'm missing something isn't right
I've been wasting so much god damn time
Put me out of all my misery
Pull the trigger let me know what's real
so I can start again and learn to feel

I fought so hard to push away all these tempting flaws
It's too late to conquer them again
What held me back in the end
The fear of never knowing what's ahead
I'm sick of disappointment

The bitterness is overwhelming
And nothings gonna change around me
If I don't get rid of you
I wanna shove the wicked words you told me
Down your fucking throat and let it sink in
I kill off what's left of you

Your ghost stands between what I know
And what I'm missing something isn't right
I've been wasting so much god damn time
Put me out of all my misery
Pull the trigger let me know what's real
so I can start again and learn to feel

So unfortunate it's come to this
And I played my part
Don't waste your breath with selfishness
You're done enough harm

Your ghost stands between what I know
And what I'm missing something isn't right
(Something isn't right)

Your ghost stands between what I know
And what I'm missing something isn't right
I've been wasting so much god damn time
Put me out of all my misery
Pull the trigger let me know what's real
so I can start again and let to feel