Pouya – Suicidal Thoughts In The Back Of The Cadillac Part 2 lyrics

[Verse 1]
I'm a down south Florida boy, ain't goin' back to Hollywood
From the gutter to your guts, let me ignite the firewood
Still I roll slow in the Chevy donk
Never forget where I rose up from, spit on my face, get rid of my funds
And who am I? Just another guy stuck in desperation
Lookin' at the ceilin' fan, spinnin' around, havin' a panic attack
I don't pop no pills 'cause it don't take the pain away from me
I don't crack no seals 'cause it done took the gang away from me
I been known to pimp a ho, got dirty loafers on my feet
Bitch you got me mesmerized, them thighs the size of me
Lemme slide inside yo body beef, bitch
I got my chain on, ain't a thing wrong with a broken frozen wrist

[Chorus]
Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away
Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way
Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase
But bitch I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another
Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away
Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way
Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase
But bitch I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another

[Verse 2]
Everything I did is crumblin' beneath my feet
I'm feelin' lonely, feelin' like I'm only stuck with memories
Take me back to what I was, take away what I've become
Take away the grayer days, take the bullet out my brain
Take my dick out your mouth and let me be myself
I wonder what the people around me think about me
Back to my shady ways I go
Pack the Gat and let it blow
Just let my lover, brother, mother, sisters, father know I love 'em
Mikey I told told you we was gon be somethin'
Look at us now 'cause now we buzzin', pressin' buttons
Diamonds dancin' by the dozen
Nick I told you we would rise from nothin'
Look at the way they look at me now
Rich forever, blowin' money 'til I'm senile

[Chorus]
Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away
Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way
Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase
But bitch I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another
Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away
Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way
Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase
But bitch I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another

[Verse 3]
I got addicted to the money as I fell inside a hole
The cries and crowd get louder, the deeper that I go
Nobody know what I've been doin', tell myself I hate myself
I can't control the cards I'm dealt
I spent a lot time alone inside my room
Thinkin' about what I would do if I knew you was on the fence about me too, bitch
I crashed the whip and hit a bitch, and almost killed the bitch
An now I'm back in the Cadillac with that black pistol grip
The AC don't work and I'm feelin' like I was kid again
Feelin' like I wasn't gettin' in with the cooler kids
How the fuck can I get out of this funk?
If I die, you cry, then move on, the next day
I'm ill advised, fuck you, bitch, you can't even look me in my eyes

[Chorus]
Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away
Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way
Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase
But bitch I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another
Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away
Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way
Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase
But bitch I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another
Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away
Fade away, fade away