Sick End Shot – Reality Fades lyrics

What would make a man want to leave his life
To go out into the world with the risk to die
I don't know, but it scares the shit out of me
So scared and alone no one near me
The day has become closed
And all of my memories wave away
All of what I am or who I was
My reality slowly fades

Reality fades! Reality fades!
(It's over now)
Reality fades! Reality fades!
(I've lost who I've become)

Coming into a new shining and bright place
The sweat from before now consumes my face
I cannot think of how they've coped with this
I'm out here dying and no one gives a shit
The day has become closed
And all my memories become gray
All of what I have become
My reality slowly fades

Reality fades! Reality fades!
(It's over now)
Reality fades! Reality fades!
(I've lost who I've become)

Reality fades! Reality fades!
(It's over now)
Reality fades! Reality fades!
(I've lost who I've become)

(Please tell me what your doing
I can't handle secrecy anymore
I have lost everything already
And now it seems I'll be losing more)

I've lost all what I had!
I have become a memory!
Just a page in a scrap book!
What the hell!
It my choice to make!

(Chorus w/o music)

Reality fades! Reality fades!
(It's over now)
Reality fades! Reality fades!
(I've lost who I've become)

Reality fades! Reality fades!
(It's over now)
Reality fades! Reality fades!
(I've lost who I've become)