MUTE – Shadow Of A Doubt lyrics

Who's in control?
The auto-pilot was turned off, destination unknown
Lights out, panic attack
Fear is spreading fast
Alone in the shell, going through hell
Striking in complete silence
Devastating, isolating until I lose control
Absolute obedience, mimic the balance
Ups and downs, until I lose control
Calm down, remember the pictures engraves in your mind's eye
Anchors of good left behind
Let them bring back hope from the past
Let them warm up this cold heart
Stay focused until you calm down
It's too hard, because every time darkness falls the fight resumes again
Flashbacks of pain soon take over
Can't calm down, because every time I lost control it feels like I'm possessed
Visions of pains soon take over
They build up and they surround me
They build up, I look around and find myself
Trapped behind closed doors, scared by the past
Afraid of the future, fighting the clock
Rebuilding the structure, sending the ghosts back to oblivion
Trapped behind closed doors, scared by the past
Afraid of the future, fighting the clock
Rebuilding the structure, sending the ghosts back to oblivion
Don't want to become a stranger in action
Scarred and broken
Striking in complete silence
Devastating, isolating until I lose control
Absolute obedience, mimic the balance
Ups and downs, until I lose control
Intrusion, corrupting my memories
Confined to my torment, darkness's chocking me
There is no way out, because every time I tried to break these self-made walls I failed
And one more time
They build up and they surround me
They build up, I look around and find myself
Trapped behind closed doors, scared by the past
Afraid of the future, fighting the clock
Rebuilding the structure, sending the ghosts back to oblivion
Trapped behind closed doors, scared by the past
Afraid of the future, fighting the clock
Rebuilding the structure, sending the ghosts back to oblivion
Don't want to become a stranger in action
Scarred and broken
Broken, this ain't an easy journey, trapped behind closed doors
Hey you! We are more than ghosts
We are parasites and vectors
We are more than ghosts
We are parasites and vectors
Carrying the curse, human disorder
Not yet dead and cold
Retaliation is what I feed upon
Ready for the showdown
Not yet dead and cold
Ready to respond to take back control
Victory. I'm on my way to victory
I'm on my way to victory
I'm defeating my agony
I know the destination
Victory. I'm on my way to victory
I'm on my way to victory
I'm defeating my agony
I know the destination
Is this a delusion?
Calm down
Remember the pictures engraved in your mind's eye
Anchors of good left behind
It's too hard, because every time darkness falls the fight resumes again
Flashbacks of pain soon take over
Can't calm down, because every time I lost control it feels like I'm possessed
Visions of pain soon take over
Can't calm down, because every time I tried to break these self-made walls I failed
They build up and they surround me
They build up, I look around and find myself
Trapped behind closed doors, scared by the past
Afraid of the future, fighting the clock
Rebuilding the structure, sending the ghosts back to oblivion
Trapped behind closed doors, scared by the past
Afraid of the future, fighting the clock
Rebuilding the structure, sending the ghosts back to oblivion
Don't want to become a stranger in action
Scarred and broken
It's the end of my journey
Can I really call it victory?
Still broken
Thought I was leading but who is in control?