Olivia O'Brien – I Don't Exist lyrics

[Verse 1]
I've been doomed from the start
Everything around me falls apart so quickly
Always end up with a broken heart
Even Tylenol can't fix me
Unless it's mixed with whiskey

[Verse 2]
I ain't even sad, I'm just bored
Nothing can excite me anymore like you used to
Hollywood has lost all its allure
Used to be so pretty
Now it's just a city

[Chorus]
All of these people and all of their friends
Look so good together and I don't fit in
'Cause they're picture perfect
And I'm on the end
Crop me out the photo so they can pretend
Like I don't exist
Like I don't exist
Don't exist
Like I don't exist (nah)
Like I don't exist
Nah

[Verse 3]
When I feel good it never lasts
That's why you can find me living in a past if you need me
Everybody says this shit will pass
I say it won't, they don't believe me
Just tell me to deep breathe

[Pre-Chorus]
Falling apart
Don't know what to do, what to do
Looking for someone to save me, I don't know who
I don't know who

[Chorus]
All of these people and all of their friends
Look so good together and I don't fit in
'Cause they're picture perfect
And I'm on the end
Crop me out the photo so they can pretend
Like I don't exist
Like I don't exist
Don't exist
Like I don't exist (nah)
Like I don't exist
Nah

[Bridge]
Am I even real?
Am I even real?
Am I even real?
Am I even real?
Am I even real?
Am I even real?
It's hard to tell when I can't feel a fucking thing

[Chorus]
All of these people and all of their friends
Look so good together and I don't fit in
'Cause they're picture perfect
And I'm on the end
Crop me out the photo so they can pretend
Like I don't exist (nah)
Like I don't exist
Don't exist
Like I don't exist (nah)
Like I don't exist
Nah

[Outro]
Am I even real?