Ryan Caraveo – Bill$ lyrics

[Intro]
Fuck having the bills payed, I just wanna feel okay
Fuck having the bills payed, fuck having the bills payed

[Verse 1]
I don't care if all my debts settled
I'm dealing with an upset devil, tryin' to get my head level
Indulging all my vices
Until I'm cold and lifeless
With alcohol, Monday morning
Some people call it "Crisis"
Repeated losses leads to complete exhaustion
The kind that becomes routine when you get defeated this often
It's awful so you just detach
Shit is complete trash
I need a hill, I don't need cash

[Pre-Chorus]
Every day when I open my eyes, I feel stuck, I feel stuck
I don't know why I even try to wake up, to wake up

[Chorus]
Fuck having the bills payed, I just wanna feel okay
Fuck having the bills payed, fuck having the bills payed
Fuck having the bills payed, I just wanna feel okay
Fuck having the bills payed, fuck having the bills payed
Fuck having the bills payed, I just wanna feel okay
Fuck having the bills payed, fuck having the bills payed
Fuck having the bills payed, I just wanna feel okay
Fuck having the bills payed, fuck having the bills payed

[Verse 2]
If you [?], listen to this PSA
I don't wanna be this cold, it's just in my DNA
It's not malicious either, it's like a vicious fever
Baby girl if my mood, I wish I could just see her
Attention deprivation gives the sense of desolation
So when you self-destruct, you don't regret the detonation
It's more like finally, no one gonna lie to me
Ooh, I just won the lottery
Fuck having the bills payed, I just wanna feel okay
I get a taste when my face hit the pillow case
But then it vanish like vanity at an old age
Don't be surprised if I go the Anna Nicole way

[Pre-Chorus]
Every day when I open my eyes, I feel stuck, I feel stuck
I don't know why I even try to wake up, to wake up
It's like one big lie when I apologize for who I am, for who I am
I say sorry to the world, I didn't do it all again, all again

[Chorus]
Fuck having the bills payed, I just wanna feel okay
Fuck having the bills payed, fuck having the bills payed
Fuck having the bills payed, I just wanna feel okay
Fuck having the bills payed, fuck having the bills payed
Fuck having the bills payed, I just wanna feel okay
Fuck having the bills payed, fuck having the bills payed
Fuck having the bills payed, I just wanna feel okay
Fuck having the bills payed, fuck having the bills payed