Softheart – Lol Kill Me Now lyrics

[Verse 1]
All this time spent on you I'd waste again
I slipped back in all of my old ways again
Can't stop all this pain in my heart
Might be too much if I think of your face again

I can't stop all this hurt so I'm chasing it
Down with drugs pop another now I'm spacing
No you can't blame me you drink the pain away too
Me I can't face it so I roll up and face it

Shorty she just want me dead
Can't say I don't feel the same way myself
Lately I upped the doses but the pain won't end
Know I keep running to them but the drugs don't help
Hell
Baby please don't spare me
Put me in the dirt just bury me
Feel it so close it's scaring me
Hate how i need everyone to stare at me

[Verse 2]
Till my last days and beyond
Imma hold the weight
Wish there was a way i could wish it all away
If the love fades trust me I'll be on my way
That's somewhere i won't stay
Cause i know it ain't safe

Mass state caviar put me on a plate
Put me on stage watch me turn it to a rage
Put me in a grave
Baby send me to the gates
Put a bullet in my brain
And then I'll die as a great

[Chorus]
All this time spent on you I'd waste again
I slipped back in all of my old ways again
Can't stop all this pain in my heart
Might be too much if I think of your face again

I can't stop all this hurt so I'm chasing it
Down with drugs, pop another now I'm spacing
No you can't blame me, you drink the pain away too
Me I can't face it so I roll up and face it

[Outro]
And I'm just wondering if you miss my arms
Baby do you miss my arms
Baby why'd we get so far apart
And I'm just wondering if you miss my
Baby do you miss my arms
Baby why'd we get so far apart