On another note: Seylin. I don't care what you say, I don't care how many times you get frustrated with me, even though I am with someone elde right now, I still love you sooo much. I nearly gave up everything for you, and you broke my heart. But I don't care. As I see it now, that was a good use of 8 months of my life. I pray for you every night, just like I used to, and I dream of you often. I just wish I could be with you again. If, by some amazing chance, you ever read this, I wish we could go back to the way it was before. I promise not to s***w up this time, ok? Regardless, I love you more than words can count, and I promise to come back after graduation. Time and space between me and you means nothing. Our hearts and souls were (and are) connected. Nothing changes that. So, I will come back to you. If you'll take me.

I'm having major boyfriend problems, and this song makes me cry and feel guilty when I hear it. He keeps saying that I need to just hang on a bit longer and it will all get better, and I tell him that it wont. When I heard this the first time, my mom got worried cuz I was crying so hard. So, I think this song might have just saved my relationship.