This is a song about masturbating. Seriously. It is. When it says "bite my lip and close my eyes, take me away to paradise" that's kind of a hint and when it says "some say 'quit or i'll go blind'" that kinda seals it. Plus it even mentions it in the song. Also, it kinda sounds like its about getting high a little bit when it says "smoking my inspiration" so maybe it means that he masturbates while he's high! Idk but whatev that's how I interpret it.