Another thing is that I sometimes pretend that I am sick so my parents don't worry about me not eating. I try to eat as little as I can. I am too scared to tell my parents because I always act happy around them, so I can't get help. I am not old enough to get me an appointment with at therapist so I just hide everything from everyone, I can't tell my consoler at school because I am too scared to tell anyone about what I have been dealing with. I am not being abused, but I have really low self-esteem to the point where I have suicidal thoughts every day, and I have no self confidence, but still no one has realized! I don't know how much I can take, I don't know how much longer I can go before I break. I am able to hide everything somehow, but I will end up showing the world how I really feel because I can't take it anymore. I have been doing this for years now and I don't know how much longer I can go....

This song means a lot to me because I am depressed, I am suicidal, I get bullied just because of the way I talk, and I cut too. This song made me realize how much it would hurt my friend who anytime I bring it up with her she yells at me not to do it, and how much it would upset my family even though I know they could be happy without me, if I committed suicide. I feel like I am over weight, I feel like I am ugly, I feel like a waste of space, I feel useless, and most of all I feel like I am just ruining everything everywhere I go. This song helps me realize that I am not the only one going through stuff like this, even though I feel alone in the world this song shows me I am not alone. It helps me realize that even though most people (including me) seem happy in public, you don't know what they are going through at home and when they are not around you. I always hide my depression by acting happy around everyone, including my family and my very few friends, besides my best friend who is the only one who knows about it.