This song describes my relationship that would have ended much sooner had my mother's lawyer and my older brother had not broken the laws. Since they did break the laws and changed my life overnight, they prolonged my relationship caused by constant shocks. Series of traumatizations,. "IT WAS HARD TO TELL JUST HOW I FELT TO NOT RECOGNIZE MYSELF I STARTED TO FADE AWAY". That kept me occupied in staying sane and living to the hilt without losing sight of love, memories of love from my parents that kept me presently strong and fearless in the face of wrath from lawyers, judges, bankers, & traitorous relatives, and the present kindness and goodness from few people all the time utilizing the incomplete justice as challenges to overcome, enhancing the coping skills and valuable knowledge worthy of writing a book of the truth of an ancient Audism still corrupting Estate Probate Courts throughout a free country called the United States of America. What a life I have led! All the Beautiful People. Love, glory, electrifying clashes with adversaries, power, hate, betrayal, triumphs, hope and victories! My parents and only sibling, (older brother) died within 3 years of each other, leaving me all alone, a Deaf female at the age of 44 and still alone in a prolonged marriage in a state of shock that finally began to wear off on the 13th year I began to drift away as long as he kept drinking and kept on abusing till I turned 55 5 months later It's Christmas Day I took the leap. On Christmas Day and never looked back. Suddenly it's two thousand eight. Summer's here now. And it's not even over. Ah haaaa. Ohh. Oh. What a glorious feeling. Tears that never end. Standing in the rain soaking up the rain how hard it rained still I stood there in the rain. Lightening 'n thundering and again and furiously as if God is telling me to get out of the rain now! . Standing on the porch now, hands on the metal deck roof feeling the vibration of the furious battering of the raindrops. I leaned over balcony rain pouring over my head, shoulders and arms spread out. Running down my back into the inside of my pants. Crazy breezes hitting me from every direction. Oh what a glorious feeling. Tears running down my cheeks. All alone in the universe. Here I am. In the flesh.

Pretty song. My mother taught me a lot about men. One of the warnings she gave me was 'Don't marry a carpenter". She married a carpenter, my father. They ended up millioniares in 1977 before her son from a previous marriage destroyed everything they worked so hard to build for more than 50 years when she died an untimely death 1994. One of the relatives in Columbus, ga, Nancy Garner looks like Tennille in this video.

This is the song of my relationship with my mother, Christene C. Garner. This is also a song of my relationship with my best friend, Vivian Cannady Waters. My mother handed me a vhs, saying, "This reminds me of you and Vivian". She wrote on it "BEST FRIENDS". I treasure my mother's thoughtfulness valueing the vhs and her handwriting, "BEST FRIENDS" since she died May 1994. My mother died knowing what others don't know. She died knowing she was my #1 best friend.