I feel this song with everything I have because I had something horrible happen to me (And though I can't understand why this happened I know that I will when I look back someday) And I honestly believe that I will begin to understand why God thought I should be the one to go through the pain and suffering (My whole world is the pain inside me. The best I can do is just get through the day) but I know I will get throught this I will once more be able to trust that human beings are actually decent people in the end. (After I've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain. Though it won't be today, Someday I'll hope again) My life will once more be worth living but right now I feel horrible and I'm dying inside. (And then the darkness surrounds me. I know I'm alive but I feel like I've died. And all that's left is to accept that it's over. My dreams ran like sand through the fists that I made. I try to keep warm but I just grow colder. I feel like I'm slipping away.)