I grew up in a summer haze. The haze covered the fact that he said he loved me, then when the haze was gone, its as if everything we did never happened. He says he loves me, then he says I'd be the last thing he'd wait for. Now he says he loves me, but he says if he goes into the marines in 5 years, there's no point in him having a gf. I have known him for the past 7 years and he's dated other girls, but he will never date me and he says all this stuff and I tried to say goodbye but I can't. I remember on night he held me in his arms and it felt like I died and went to heaven, just toutching him sent sparks but I have no idea what is going to happen. When I was younger, I believed that we would grow up and get married. That's how much I believed in him and now, it seems like nothing. He never comes outside anymore, haven't talked to him in almost 2 months. This song and lady gaga's You and I remind me of him so much I almost cry every time. : '(

Then, it was a music industry full of Talent, no matter who you were or where you were from you always had a chance if you had talent. Now, it matters bout the money you have and where you are from and who you are. If you aren't connected at all, you have no chance of making it even if you are the best singer ever. I want the world to go back so I, an innocent 13 year old in Philly can make it to Stardom.