Look. There are days where id rather stab my heart than go on living anything is better than this pain. I didn't know this much pain was possible. Alot of my "friends" stopped talking to me cause they like my exs new girl better. I hate this hole I've broke down to my knees and cried so much I beg god every day to take my life and give it to someone who would appreciate it. I welcome death. This song is beautiful "no wise words gonna stop the bleeding" this is true for me cause I'm still looking for those magic words that will cure everything.