This song says everything I feel deep inside, there are times when giving up sounds like the best option, but this song gives you hope when yours is all gone, it tells you no matter how hard things get keep moving, you may feel that no one loves you but it's not always like that. When you are upset or too depressed you miss everything that is right in front you. You push everyone away because you feel you don't deserve their sympathy or kindness. You beat yourself up because you just don't see the point in not doing so. You break yourself more and more till there is nothing left. Well like the song says "this is not the end" well it's not just open your eyes to everyone and thing you have been pushing away and embrace them. Don't let those depressed, lonely or even guilty feelings stop your life, don't let the darkness consume you or leave you as nothing. Use this as a push off. As something you will remember over and over to keep yourself going. Keep your head up not down. This is all I have to say but just know you are not alone and you are not meant to end it all.
I posted about this on see you again, but I didn't say the full thing. My friend/ heart sister, was the closest person I had known. She committed suicide and left me. She wanted me to come with her, but I just couldn't. I said I wasn't ready to leave and I had wished she felt the same. I lost her to a pocket knife and now I can't get her back. Till this day I still feel that emptiness inside that I know will never go away. There is a wound in my heart that I know will never heal. What I had seen that day was horrible. I still have the image of her in my head. Lying there limp and lifeless. I felt lifeless that day and from then on I've never been the same. From that day on I go on everyday a shell with a broken heart and lost soul. This song reminds me of her and I feel that emptiness go away when I listen to this song.
I dedicate this to my dear sister who I know even though she will never get to know or see this, she will always be here with me. I've never forgotten that tragic and disappointing day but the best I can do is keep going. I tell myself she wouldn't want you to stop because she had.