This beautiful song means the world to me; it is about my love for a man. Whom is lost in his own smoke filled paranoid world. My love and my heart will never stop I miss him every hour of the day. The joy and love I feeel when hearing from him is bittersweet. I am doomed. I can't turn my love off it churns deep in my stomach welling up never to be quietened or drowned it is the only real truth in my life.