I love this song sooo much! Yet, it's so sad! It's like it's hard to get involved with someone else because she's still in deep love with her past love. Even when involved in another relationship, she feels disgusted with herself because her thoughts are entirely of her past love & she is unable to let go. All she wants is nothing more than to have him back in her life. I'm recently single, but while I was with my ex, I wasn't 100% in the relationship, my thoughts & heart belong to another & I felt guilty throughout the entire relationship, due to that. I still love this other person & want nothing more than to give all my love even if she is with someone else, but there's distance between us & I don't know if or when we'll cross paths again. :( Anyway, amazing song! :)