You're in love with this girl, and you pour your everything out for her, to her. You try sooo hard to make her believe that your real, and not like her past relationships, and that you care. But she shows this hidden fear, possibly one of the past, she's afraid that you're not gonnna care, but you keep telling her, adn showing her that you're not gonna leave her, or give up. You swear it. Slowly by day and night you get the feelings, the very dark thoughts of failure seem to be reality, but deep inside you know its your mind screwing with you, and you feel this deep source of passion within you to keep fighting for her, cause you know eventually, you will have her trust, time will tell, and the chance is yours.