The meaning of the chorus is. " I'm asleep and can't wake up right now. I will eventually and realize this is all just a dream. " The part that says " So, go fill up the glass with tonic rocks and gin and drink yourself to happiness " means " Go get drunk and forget about everything, including me. " Basically it describes a friendship gone wrong. " we can all hang ourselves from gold chandeleirs, and drink goodbye to all the pains and fears, loose lips have sunk this ship to a shallow grave, washed up upon the rocks. " Means " We can't save this, even if we were drunk, secrets that were supposed to be secret have ruined us, this friendship is ruined. " " i won't be saved " Means " I'm done with this. "