Its deff. About departing with a really difficult and terrible addiction, because you hit rock bottom, maybe not necessarily substance abuse it could be about a girl but thinking about it being an addiction to drugs or alcohol it seems very rational. You feel a need and desire for this inanimate thing that puts you in hell when all you feel is pleasure. "got nothing against you, and surely ill miss you" obviously an addict never fully recovers, and then Loved ones back home all crying 'cause they're already missing me "I pray by the grace of God that there's somebody listening Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be" symbolizes exactly how a family feels when dealing with an addict, they feel like they've already lost you when youre still alive, and everyone hopes and pray all will be well but there are no promises.

It make me think that its about life in general and how society takes a toll on people for example "Some live repressing their instinctive feelings, Protest the way we're built don't point the blame on me. " meaning that instinctively our feelings would be savage and cruel and that's how he is and says not to blame him its the way he was built, hes not actually crazy he just seems to be.