I was commited with a perfect guy, but the relationship is long distance. I thought it was very easy to handle that kind of relationship. We only see each other once a year. Suddenly I fell in love with my friend. I showed him how I really felt but he neglect that feelings and ignore me. He said "he never got there" it means he don't love me that much. I was gone for 3 months and I heard he suffered a lot. But what can I do? I gave him a lot of chances to fight for me and I asked him many times about how he feels for me but he's pushing me away. When I came back I received a message fom him and we talked. He was sorry and full of regrets. Then finally he admitted how much he loves me to the point that he did stupid things that he don't usually do. It's too late. I lost him. He lost me. We lost our friendship! I want to blame him, but there's nothing we can do about it anymore. Time will come, eveything will be alright! I hope.