Were on the tough situation right now. We quarrel most of the time and it really freaking me out. You know what, you suppose to do something about it rather walked out everytime we have misunderstanding. God knows how I love you and cares bout you but being "not in good terms" most of the time is such a nonsense. I know, I'm stubborn and self-centered but you can't blame me I just want full of your attention whenever we are together. You know what, it is really my planned today is to break up with you coz as the old fine saying goes, "you will just see the worth of a person once it wasnt all yours." I did my part; I do everything for you but I guess, it still not enough. I don't know what to do now, I don't want to get hurt but for sure I will coz Iloveyou and you are the reason why I smile but you are also the reason why I cry. If we are meant for each other then God let us be but if not.

Sorry Mahal. I did a very bad thing with you. I'm so sorry. There's nothing I can do about it. I am under two stones and my only hope is how God will turn out the fate in this compromising situation. It so sad and its gonna be a lifetime part of my life that I don't want to remember ever. I still have at least two hours more. Lord. Break this curse. Please. Have mercy on me.

I remember this song. Medialink times. Hay, sorbrang memorable nito kasi it was the time I met my friend, her name is Aya. We actually working in a call center at that time and background song during shift is tong song na to way back 2008. I love her and I do miss the times na sobrang close kaming dalawa. Grabe, nung ngkahiwalay kami sa work halos ikamatay ko. Para kong naiwan ng bf ng mawala xa. Fortunately, pingsama ulit kami ng lumipat xa ng bahay nd for my convinience, since malapit lang ung bago niang house sa work ko, pinagrent nia nalng ako sa house nila at least magkasama kami Until. At the least expected scenario, nagkaron kami ng relasyon ng kapatd nia. She has nothing against it. Pero sobrang nadivert ang attetnion ko sa kapatid nia na minahl ko din ng sobra at don na ngstart ang misunderstanding. As day goes by. Lalong lumalalim ang di pagkakaintindihan though magkasama lang kmi sa bhy; and worst part of it. Umlis ako sa bhay nila kami I'm no longer happy. Tuloy parin relationship namin ng Bf ko pero. We never had the chance na maayos ang di pagkakaintindihan. Everytime I see our pictures, I feel so sad and regretful na why I let those things happen to us. Everytime na makikita ko ang mga pics ng new circle of friends nia, para kong nacoconvince na wla na kong magagawa. I tried to txt her one day to say sorry for not being fair; for being self centered and childish. But. She didn't even bother to answer it. Until now, I'm still hoping and praying na mging ok kami. Di man maging super close kami unlike before. At least we can still call each other as. Friend.