Oh what a perfect song for me. I have a feeling for this guy. Lets just name him 'mr. X'. We became lovers but in just a short period of time. I just realized that he is still in love with his ex gf. And I, despite all my sacrifices was a total invisible for him. I kept on asking myself. Why? Why him? Why me? Every time I'm with him. I feel like I'm in total bliss. But for him. Its just a waste of time being with. Oh, it hurts so much. I don't know how to move on. Don't even want to speak. I'm in deep sadness now. And all I can do is to mesmerize the past with him. I hope its me. Whom he loved for so long. I hope its me. Whom he gave his whole heart without hesitancy. I just hope its me. Whom he wants to be with everyday. But all were just on my imagination. He's gone. And I'm all alone now. : '(

Oh what a perfect song for me. I have a feeling for this guy. Lets just name him 'dee'. We became lovers but in just a short period of time. I just realized that he is still in love with his ex gf. And I, despite all my sacrifices was a total invisible for him. I kept on asking myself. Why? Why him? Why me? Every time I'm with him. I feel like I'm in total bliss. But for him. Its just a waste of time being with. Oh, it hurts so much. I don't know how to move on. Don't even want to speak. I'm in deep sadness now. And all I can do is to mesmerize the past with him. I hope its me. Whom he loved for so long. I hope its me. Whom he gave his whole heart without hesitancy. I just hope its me. Whom he wants to be with everyday. But all were just on my imagination. He's gone. And I'm all alone now. : '(