Change your life if your not happy whith it. Give yourself another chance. Deliver yoursel from guilt or anything that might be dragging you down. You are ultimately free. Nothing can keep you down if you know yourself. Fear is your worst enemy. Kick it out and reach deep whithin yourself. It is time for you to change your life. You only have one and no matter what you deserve, you owe it to yourself, a better life, a brighter star.