Ok first of all he doesn't die in his room, in fact he never even goes in his room. Its like a place in his mind that he can relate back to. Next, he does commit suicide because he talks about the letter that he left, and he wants to make sure his mom knows that it is not her fault at all. Noone ever saw who he really was other than the kid in the corner, and he really wanted to get out there and meet people but no one cared at all. He felt that there were so many better days reffering to when he wasnt as depressed and I also love how this song relates to kirt cobain: D. If you don't believe me compare the part I took my time I hurried up, the choice was mine I didn't think enough to come as you are lyrics. This is probably the most well written blink song there is, and even if oyu don't like it you sohld still resect it. I love it though. Please comment to blink kid and tell me what you think.