Last 22nd of December '08 my mobile rang and I picked it up and said "HELLO"! Surprisingly, it was my ex-bf. I did not even expect any phone call from him. Our conversation lasted about 12 minutes. Till now, I can't get rid of him in my heart. In January of 2008, he left me for another woman. When I learnt the news, it really collapsed my entire world. It made me sick and stayed in my room for about 4 days. I hidden myself from him for about 4 months and yes I recovered but the love I felt for him refused to go yet I have accepted the fact that it's over. Around May of 2008, I see him again. Pretending that everything is fine and that I have moved on already(opposite from what I exactly felt). We talked (the very first time). He apologized for what he'd done to me and again I was pretending that it's okay & said to him "APOLOGY ACCEPTED"and I refused to discuss or listen the reason he wants to explained how, what and why things happened! He attempted to fix things between us but I wasn't convinced. And things gettin' worse. We keep on throwing nasty words against each other. Using other people to hurt each other. I realized that it didn't help, instead I concentrate my job and the truth >>until now I still love him>>!

This song reminds me of my bf. The truth of the matter is till now, I'm still not totally healed. It's been almost a year since we parted ways, however, I must admit that I still love him to this very moment. He left me for another woman, so how can I forgive him? Few months back, he tried to win me back but I think I am behind stupid na tlga if I am going to give him another chance. Ayoko mgpakamartyr. Though mhal ko parin xa. Di ko kaya. I hope I am able to move on and delete him completely in my heart and my mind.!