Yes it true it's very hard to move on to the person you really love so much, thatz my situation right now, I want 2 say to my self that I'm totally move on but it's not, I betray my self, my heart is totally wounded, hndi q alam kng kailan hihilum 2, its already 5months nah ang nakalipas pero andi2 parin ang sakit, hndi q matanggap s sarili q nah niloko nia aq at ipag palit sa ex nia, I thought we will end up in a happy ending but I was wrong, everytime I saw her with other girl posted together his picture in fb, I felt jelouse, hurt and down, I don't know why, kahit ganun n ang ginawa nia s akin bakit umaasa parin aq, ang tanga q, I will do my best to fight this feeling, to forget him,. All I want 2 say to you Jahz nah minahal kita higit pah sa sarili q but hndi muh pinahalagahan, sana hndi kah magsisi sa dcxun muh. Ung sakit nah binigay muh s akin, hndi 2 mawawala habang nabubuhay aq, haizt, dva bitter pdn hanggang ngaun, huhuhuhuuh.

Baka darating ang tym nah kaya q nang patawarin ang ex q, but at this tym hndi pah ehhhh, expect d unexpected. I never expect nah lulukuhin nia aq, I thought xa nah ang lalaki nah makakasama q habang buhay, kahibanhgan lng pala un, sabi nga ng mother q,(forget d past ang make it as a challenge n ur life, ipakita muh s kanya nah hndi xa malaking kawalan s buhay muh, hndi lng xa ang lalaki s mundo hndi xa deserving s pagmamahal muh,.)I've learn a lot from my past, kasalan q kc dahil ng mahal aq ng subra wala nh akung natira sa sarili q, the best thing to do right now is to move on and forget him, sana, magawa q.

Cool off! Ito ung words nah hndi q makakalimutan nah sinabi ng ex q, subrang sakit, honestly speaking I've try to attempt suicide because I thought I can't live without him, I thought his my life my enter life, I'm very think ful that my family are there to comfort me and give advices, cool off pala ang way nia para iwanan aq para makipag balikan xa s ex nia, s isang iglap lng nawala lng xa, ilang buwan nh ang nakalipas, ung sakit nandi2 parin, therefore I conclude wen someone says you cool off muna tayo itz simply means that he wants to break up you, he use the word cool off para hndi kah masyadung masaktan, iba kc ung dating nh break n tau, cool of and break up still d same,

Past! Is the way you to become a better person, you put ur self as a lesson, pag naaalala q ung ginawa nq ex q s akin, galit ang nangingibabaw, pag n aalala q ung tym nah masayang magkasama kmi, atbiglang nagflash back ung mga panluluko nia, kinamumuhian q talaga xa, I've try to move on how many tymz but I can't do, tinanggap kung my anak nh xa, minahal q xa nang buo2, wla akung pagkukulang, bigla akung pumunta ng manila para mg trabaho, nagkabalikan agad cla ng ex nia nah ina ng anak nia, ilang araw lng nang dumating aq s manila nakipag cool off xa s akin, subrang sakit, sila pah ang umasta nah inagrabyado, ang ex pah ung may karapatang mag asta, hanggang ngaun nandi2 parin ang sakit nh dinala muh s akin, kaya nga natatakot nh akung mag mahal muli, kc baka lukuhin lng aq,