To me it says, I want to show you who I am, but I don't know if I can. I want to be with you but it could kill me, I want to tell you everything but you'd never believe me if I did. I want to give everything up for you and love you. But it would mess things up so badly because of the way the world is. I wish I could feel you but the laws of reality won't let me unless I give up every single thing I have.