The Lady I am in love with, we have loved each other for since we were very young and finally found each other. The situation went south, based on me not being able to find employ after relocating to be with her. I had issues of the heart unresolved for years. I became closed and defensive, and lied and mentally cheated. I did not handle my leaving to find a job in another city, reassuring her that I still love her but needed to fix my heart so I could be the best man for her. I did a lot of work to correct the root causes of the issue, and have been working very hard to prove my love to her. We are soul mates and everyone makes mistakes. We are now talking again and working through the hurt I caused. It can be done if both parties are willing. We are deeply in love, as soul mates are. When I heard this song it tore me apart, the pain of feeling her pain that I caused, is extraordinarily deep. But to heal, that pain needs to be resolved, and released. But this is exactly how she feels to a degree. But the deep love will win. And I am never going to do the things I did before. Fixing my heart was painful. And will be worth it in the long run, now to make amends and help win her trust and love back is my only goal. I cannot live without my Mo Anam Cara.

The Lady I am in love with, we have loved each other for since we were very young and finally found each other. The situation went south, based on me not being able to find employ after relocating to be with her. I had issues of the heart unresolved for years. I became closed and defensive, and lied and mentally cheated. I did not handle my leaving to find a job in another city, reassuring her that I still love her but needed to fix my heart so I could be the best man for her. I did a lot of work to correct the root causes of the issue, and have been working very hard to prove my love to her. We are soul mates and everyone makes mistakes. We are now talking again and working through the hurt I caused. It can be done if both parties are willing. We are deeply in love, as soul mates are. When I heard this song it tore me apart, the pain of feeling her pain that I caused, is extraordinarily deep. But to heal, that pain needs to be resolved, and released. But this is exactly how she feels to a degree. But the deep love will win. And I am never going to do the things I did before. Fixing my heart was painful. And will be worth it in the long run, now to make amends and help win her trust and love back is my only goal. I cannot live without my Mo Anam Cara.