It's about a soldier who has trouble desensitizing himself to the violence of war, and he can't see his enemies as things to be killed, he still sees them as people. (How do I simplify, Dislocate, The enemy is on the way) As time goes on, he loses hope and falls into despair, afraid that he'll always be fighting. (Full of fear, Everclear. I'll be here, Fighting forever.) So he decides that he would much rather die and leave this world than keep on living and fighting forever. ([Chorus])