Love this song. This definitely is my song. The words directly hit me in the face. I broke up with my first boyfriend (and first love) in high school because I felt that I wanted freedom. He is so possessive. Now that I have graduated in college, I still have these weird feelings when I see him. It feels like it's still there. But I can't do anything about it. He's happy with his girlfriend and everybody is telling me that he loves her very much. If only I could have the guts to tell him that I still love him. But right now, I don't want to do that yet. Its not in my character to ruin any relationship, especially his'. Life sucks for me now but at least he is in love again. I broke his heart before so he definitely deserves to be happy. But at the back of my mind, I'm still hoping that he will love me again and will give me a second chance.