True Meaning: Robert is gay, but his parents won't accept him as such. So he sits around in his bedroom all day, in anger and depression. He comes up with a plot to kill the boys that he's attracted to in school, and then himself. (The even bigger factor being that some, if not all, of the attractive boys are welcomed as "out.") He comes to the conclusion that this is, in fact, the best decision and carries it out at song's end. I know this because I wrote this song during a time of frustration and sent it in over the internet. I did not carry out my plan, but almost did. Before doing it, however, I talked to people, and found out that people didn't not talk to me because they hated me, but because I never initiated conversations. Once people knew me & what I was about, I was much more popular in my Junior and Senior years.