Ouch! When fretzel oh my gwapo ditched me because he said our affair is risky, (didn't he thought about it 10 mos ago that it will always be?) now, breaking me to pieces. Of course I knew it from the start that he bound to crash my precious heart yet I still gamble my feelings just because I was always happy to be around him-he had a way to make me really happy. He had full of surprises. H e made me fall for him and still am. Fretzel oh my gwapo. Our love is forbidden but I never regret I've loved and met you, became part of me. It ouch we cannot have each other but as long as we are doing it the right way. Perhaps there might be the right time for you and me along they way. I will always love you they way I have learned when we were together. I believe in you and me together-someday.