Well the way I interpret this song is that in the beginning hes saying that hes missing something. And that someone would be someone he loves and they say they love him back, but he doesn't believe it. Then hes saying hes done some bad things and heart broken ex's but hes unsure now. Now hes leaning toward god and asking him for help. He feels as if he wont be secure becuz maybe tht person is wonderful and he or she doesn't realize that. So thier worried. Now maybe thier not talking or had a fight or something. Even as simple as not being able to talk on the phone, and hes really depressed. Hes trying to hide it but it wont help. Its been so long since he felt secure. Now hes just giving up and letting god have his life. Now he feels as if there is hope.