I can relate to this song in some ways. When I was 3 my father left my family a little after my brother's 1st birthday and I cried every night for a week until we started seeing him again, after a few months he did something that made hate him so much and even made me fear him. We went to his house and watched dolphin tail (I was 4) after that he said "I have a game we can play its called SPOONS" so we all agreed without knowing what the instructions we or even what the game was. After 5 minutes or so of waiting for our dad to come back with the materials for the game we got so bored we searched for food, then all of the sudden my dad came walking in the kitchen(where my sisters were) and started hitting my sisters with wooden and metal spoons, it made me so upset I went up to my dad and said "daddy, could I please have a spoon?" he asked if I would help him hit my sisters and I said yes only to get the spoon and give it to my sisters hiding under a table, he did that to us for weeks until his roommate kicked him out. Then when I was 11 my brother was 7 one of my sisters was 14 and one 12, we were staying at a hotel with my dad, his girlfriend, and his mom(we hate all of them) Basically my dad shook my sisters head against the backboard of a bed and gave her a concussion along with lots of anxiety and depression, she was afraid that everyone around her would hurt her as her dad did and we all felt the same way. I am 13b now and still have to go with my father, my oldest sister(abused one) doesn't and that makes me so happy, but every time I look at my father I don't see a father I see an abusive lunatic.