Its the story of my life. I am getting married. And I am truely in love with someone else. I want to go far away from the life I am currently living. I don't just want to love him from a far. I want another life with the one I truely love. Far away from anyone that I would ever know. All I need is him. But ever night I take my frown back to my public life, and leave my smile in the dark.