Reminds me of the time I needed to suppress every drop of what I felt and forget about it. For the sake of my friend. For her I gave it up and she didn't even know. For a few days I do admit, I'd become a bit wierd. But after that, everything returned to normal as if nothing happened. Because of that experience I learned how to suppress one's feelings towards someone and forget about it. It comes in handy. But I'm only doing this because I know it will be for the good of the majority even though it would make me a bit numb for myself.