I feel this song so much now because it completely describes my feelings and situation with the guy I still love. Even thru all the bullshit, I still love him. When I left and when he left, I still loved him. I gave up on him and lost my mind and just said "forget him", but I still loved him. I screamed I hated him but I know I didn't mean it, he just hurt me really badly, but I still loved him. Just know that every lyric pertains to me.